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TH260511 - A day that is filled with a lot of things like wind from heaven and heat from hell. God almighty. He gives you to feel pleasure and he gives you pain. With commensurate. Undivided.

So my english language profiency paper was as okay as i thought it’ll be. In Part B, we have to write an essay from five given topics. One of them is “Anger” and i was all out writing about “Anger” with full of anger. Sighs. Im blurry and shit when i think about yesterday and a bad thing happened this morning. I cant say much. I’ll give you time to do whatever youre supposed to do. I feel like shit but im afraid to even say a word that might make it worst. Today, we just lost a very young and lovely 20 y/o lady. My condolences to Lynn Mohamed, her family, her boyfriend Alias and friends. 

I have to keep myself calm, or at least try to focus on tomorrow’s paper. Im so looking forward to end this final shit. Sighs. What a day. Yet i have less than four hours to end the day. 

Whenever you need me
Whenever want me
You know you can call me, I’ll be there shortly
Don’t care what your friends say, cause they don’t know me
I can be your best friend, and you be my homie.

Sometimes im mad, but nevermind. I can try to handle my evil-feelings with care haha. Blissed, touched, fucking happy and i feel so good when i wake up every morning or even before i get my bed. Eeeee im excited to blend all of these feelings for having you in my life wehh. Feel like screaming and tell the whole world bout it sial! But i gotta mind every steps of mine. I get it. 

Youre like a book, lived for (i dont know how long) in a bookstore on a bookcase. And when i passed through the rack, you fell off. Then we met. You have few chapters written on two of your sheets for your contents. Lending my few minutes to run through the synopsis and in that short period i made up my mind to have you as my favorite book. Since then, i was hoping that the story in you has no end. I just dont wanna stop reading.

This is might or might not be reading by you, but sometimes i gotta let this flowery feelings out! Haha. Not being jiwang but yeah, I miss you :)